Sometimes, life takes the wind out of you when it socks you in the stomach unexpectedly. You're walking down the street one day, whistling to yourself about how life might not be so bad after all, and you go round a corner and suddenly this force comes out of nowhere, hitting you right where it hurts the most. And then. You find yourself wheezing, gasping for air, lying on the sidewalk, feeling a numbing sensation creep over you. And then. Pain. Such intense pain that your entire mind blanks out because the only thing you're capable of focusing on, is the pain. Maybe I've done too many bad things in my life. Maybe this is my punishment.

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It's so common for humans to imagine themselves dying. You know, self-indulgent thoughts whereby you think to yourself, 'What would happen if I die?'... And you fantasize about how many people will cry at your funeral, who will regret this and that... and not doing this and that for you... But when it comes to the crunch, oftentimes we would all rather live on, no matter how bad you THINK life might be for you. Because deep down inside, you know that you're lucky to have what you have. No matter what.

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Sorry for the doom and gloom people. Not in too good a mood now. I've not been updating much I know, but there's not that much to update anyway. Fell sick and all over the weekend... only slowly recovering. My heart seems to have stopped beating.